yesterday went for qisheng boy boy's bdae party at chinatown. quite awkward.firstly, he invited mainly his camp pple, so its all guys except me and shisanyee. haha. a first time for all of us. feeling better today. secondly everyone's pushing shisanyee and xxx together. sigh. relationships can't be forced!!!! but eventually didn't turn out as bad as we thought it would. haha. did enjoy the singing, and as usual so facinated with the gadgets that qisheng brought.

after that went for dinner. wanted a breather so suggested we go for a drink. only the 2 of us la. then we walked walked... called lao pa to ask him to come, but then realised that no money, and i seriously need someone to talk to. so haha, i throw lao pa out of the picture again. then we walked, walked lo.. its really nice talking to shisanyee. or rather just sitting there doing nothing. clarke quay is really nice. i like the steps, the wind, the pubs, the people. i esp like it on weekdays. as shisanyee said, that might well have been the lifestyle we'll lead as working women in the future. had this urge to throw whatever i can lay my hands on,, into the river.just plain destruction. ok pple, i'm a violent person.

hee, since we're broke, we can't drink at the pub. so we went walk walk, went arcade and won ourselves 6 lollipops with the 5 bucks spent. thats fun. imagine 2 gals, sucking on lollipops walking down clarke quay. when given a choice of satay and alcohol, which would we choose?haha, we choose both. how? we bought the satay, then took the bus home (my house) to drink. free flow of alcohol. haha, in the end, we spend most of our time talking to this 2 guys from qisheng's bdae party and qisheng himself online. haha. had fun, esp when kaiwen is tired and crappy. it was pure nonsence!!! and everyone thought we're drunk, when we haven't even start drinking. and we're talking abt shisanyee, treating alcohol like plain water. haha. anyway, yest didn;t drink much, didn't talk much too at home. sigh. but we had fun...

finally met up with the sec friends today!!! still felt a little left out. a little out of the group. why?but we had fun. talking, joking. listenign to them. this is a group very much different from that of those i knew in aj. happened in diff stages of my life and consisting of so very different personalities that i all of a sudden could not get used to. haha.